My journal. Click an entry to read. Newest entries at the top.
Hey there! I don't feel like sharing my name, so just call me V. I'm in college for the arts, and I like modifying clothes! I read a lot, I listen to a lot of metal, and my favorite song changes constantly. I hope you enjoy my site! It was a pain in the ass to code. Btw, this entry always stays at the top :p
You ever get bored beyond all hell and then decide to go back and read that one really good book you've read about a million times? Yeah, I'm in that mood, but that's not the annoying part. What's driving me fucking insane is the fact that I can't find the damn book! It's just fuckin gone. I've checked every book shelf, between the couch cushions, every corner of the house, hell, I even checked the freezer. That's not a joke. Things I've lost have actually showed up in there. But it just seems to have fallen into the bottomless void. I could make finding the book easier by cleaning my room, but I really don't feel like it right now. Or ever.
I have the national anthem of Djibouti stuck in my head. I do not live in Djibouti. I have never been there. But I listened to it once because of a youtuber, and now I can't get it out of my head.
I got accepted into the school I've wanted to go to! It's right near my home town too, where I lived when my life didn't suck. I'm not naming the school or the town because common sense.
Winter makes depression ten times worse. I'm not gonna say I want the sun back, because summer is sticky. If anything, I just want spring weather, but not to warm. East Coast weather sucks, man, and there's nothing to do here. I'm going insane.
Ok, I know I sound like I'm 80, but hear me out. Don't get me wrong, I'm not saying smart phones are the root of all evil or anything. For the most part, there's nothing wrong with using one. The problem I have with them is how people use them too much. These things are basically fucking Elder Scrolls, a little tablet with all the world's information at your disposal, as well as easy communication and entertainment. When used to look something up quickly, talk to someone, find your way, etc. phones are helpful. But now, everything is digital. Hell, the one friend I have is on hers when we hang out. I used to be the same before I switched to a flip phone. Sure, it takes 5 minutes to type out a text and the battery drains in 24 hours or less. It is more of an inconvenience than anything else, but it's made it easier for me to focus on the things that really matter in life.
I cleaned my room last week, and for a while it was pretty nice. I could actually see the floor for a while. But now, less than 10 days later, I'm back to square one. I'm so fucking bad at keeping my room clean that I don't notice any problems until it's too late, and now I have to clean again. I would gladly walk barefoot on 5 miles of the sharpest legos if it meant I could actually keep my room clean.
It has been a fucking NIGHTMARE finding graphics to use as buttons on the home page. I'm trying to stick with the early 2000s old web style, but it's too difficult to find graphics that are at least half good. That's without mentioning finding ones I actually LIKE! If anyone knows where I can find good assets, reach out and tell me. If you know me, you'll know where to find me.
Spent 3 hours debugging code on the home page. I deleted my entire fucking CSS document and rewrote it, only to figure out that the reason nothing was working was ONE MISSING END TAG! Needless to say, I'm beyond pissed right now.